Wow, I never dreamed this would happen, but unfortunately it has. I actually let power go to my head over the weekend, and I seriously wish I hadn't done that. I became way too strict in just a short space of time and I feel miserable about it... but I have anxiety problems too, although I'm hoping that that's not the culprit, as I really want to keep my forum open... not close it and create a new one two weeks later. I don't know what the heck I was thinking. I misread a post that was made in the Staff Lounge, and gave a staff member an infraction that he did not deserve. I very narrowly avoided losing two valuable staff members on account of this, and I feel downright terrible. I have written an apology in the staff lounge hoping that both parties I've hurt can forgive me, but I don't know if I can go on with this forum knowing that I almost lost some valuable help! Part of my concsiance is nagging me to shut it down and give forum owning up for good, while the other part is begging me to keep going with it as members and posts wise, it's finally doing well. But if I'm going to keep having anxiety issues and letting power go to my head, there's no way I could ever run a forum again! Help!